i wan to watch this!!:

who wans to watch wif mi?

sigh...feelin really low now. its the last day of ep3 for me, yet it ended all too bad. all thanks to stupid angsh. dammit. its so absurd!!! she was havin a meeting in library wk7 thurs, den tell yihan to tell mi to man the counter coz nobody else is there. juz bcoz i happen to b there doin hw. den coz yihan duty time up liao. LYK I'M EVEN ON DUTY TT DAY!!!!!! wad injustice! den come and scold me for not goin to man e counter. say i'm irresponsible. stupid woman. y shud i even help to man the counter. and she say wad if ppl go in and steal money. wth man. tchs boys r not tt dishonest. dammit. still feelin really bu4 fu2 qi4. den today 5pm den scold mi say y i nv call others to come down and prepare to go back, do i wan to go back not and stuff. idiot man...she's juz sore tt hav to be released at 5pm. scold mi for wat. the other librarians not idiots wad, 5pm dey oso wan to go back, ownself noe when to come down. not their first time anyway... den i go up den see edward n eric holding jason's shoe...wth...aniwae din care, went to switch off air con 1st. aft tt tell dem go down, den edward listen den jason still sit on table, tying shoelaces n trying to b funny. den i scolded him n when i finally made him go down, sumone came n tell mi angsh wanted to see mi. wth. i braced myself to shout at her if neccessary. i noe, i'm still sore abt the previous issue bt tt was really injustice done to mi lorz. den she scold mi say y take so long, do i wan to go back. i say its coz they playing den refuse to come down. den oops. she ask mi who den i say jason. den she ask(interrogate) jason y playing, he say they take his shoe n hide. den angsh ask who is the 'they' den he say wei jie, eric, ben lim. die le. i got dem into trouble. den dey were punished to clean e library...i feel so bad lorz...sigh.tt was e worst ending tt cud ever happen, getting 2 juniors n 2 sec4s into trouble...sigh. i feel v guilty for not watching wad i say. maybe i shud hav juz shout back at her(ok maybe not shout) tt i checking to c all e chairs pushed in n stuff. den dey wud not hav been scolded. bah. bt its all bcoz of angsh. dammit. rose is a million times betta lorz. who does angsh tink she is...she's not even in charge. go home late is our prob wad, she wan go back eat wif her family den go la, nby will miss her aniwae. grrr. haven't officially handed responsibilities to juniors yet. i'm still tinking abt how i shud cast my votes. andrew is slacky, bt he's the best choice lorz...tho i still v worried. mostly for e sec2s n 1s. coz wadeva the next batch does, they r goin to get it. tt y im trying to leave as much sec2 in committee as possible. sec3s sux lar. even ortus council oso. practically whole sec3 batch sux. and we only hav one sec3 ortus, others all isparkies!!! gd luck...ediweedi n kenny n stuff...all e best...lol, i sound lyk im officially leavin liao. well, not until the camp nxt fri n sat is over... =)

i feel it...we're back to where we were 7 yrs ago. its coming to haunt me...the eerie sense of familiarity...

watched on news tt a monkey is son to a female dog(technically speaking, a bitch). oops, im not supposed to do tt am i? who cares. a dog is a dog. omg! feature my pri sch on news. haha. some lame n dumb report abt traffic safety at schs. and how they murdered someone den all the blood flow onto the road den dey say its to provide a visual effect to remind drivers tt they have neared a sch area. how dumb. i doubt many will slow down anyway. really got use lor. hmm...tml got maths test again, and get back yesterdae's maths test. lets hope i do well in both. gah, still hav to finalise june duty roster, contact list, things to bring for camp and programme. and e intersch activity. O! how cud i forget to tell u despo readers of my blog!! NYGH's library club(and a few other schs which unfortunately i fail to recall at this pt of time) have been invited by us to come over and take part in a game. most of it is lame except of coz, my station :) den if r reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally despo, come down to e lib on 4th june(its fri, tt day only got chua lai chengs remedial for 4K-ers) arnd 2.30pm and meet members of e opposite se....gender. yep. hope everyting turns out well tho. and here's my proposed list of the next library committee(who cares if u dunno them, u tink i give a heck??):
Chairman: Andrew, 3N
Secretary(nicely put, vice chair. un-nicely put, slackatary): Jun Kai, 3J
Treasurer: Jason, 2J
Sports Sec.: Edward, 2E(yes, jingren, if u wan go bash him, i've told u his class =) )
Sec 3 Leader(note: frm here onwards, all slack posts): Ben lim, 3N
Sec 2 Leader: Kenny, 2C
Sec 1 Leader: ermZ...ONLY TWO HOW TO CHOOSE!!!!!!!!! waaaaa...both not v gd anyway.

hmm...yay, my bdae is coming =) in lyk, 20plus daes. dunno wad to do as usual. last time held parties twice, den aft tt my playstation controllers spoil den nv liao. coz dunno wad to do. unless u wan to play lame games on my com. lyk LF2, KOF, MVC etc,(which i dun mind actually.) but basically deres nth much to do at my hse. which explains y i dun invite ppl to my hse. unless forced entry, lyk last time sengky...oh well. tt was last december. anyway, ttfn...

hmm...lets see wad i did over e wkend. went swimming wif frens again. >_< havent been swimming regularly, no stamina liaoz :P sianz...basically tt, and play on comp. wif my pri sch fren when he came over. coz he forgot his key and his parents wudnt be back till reallllllll late. so he came over. den i tried my latest deck agst him. won lyk siaoz XD v happy wif it. sigh...last ep3 session. i feel so sad. honest. maybe im e only one feelin this way. call mi a wierdo. wadeva. i dun care. in fact, i tink im e only um.....ep3leader who is so gd to his juniors....haha. seriously. i tink its more of lenient den good. ai4 de4 jiao4 yu4...haha, dun vomit blood. really lor...i even let them choose their own partners for june hols duty. and make list of tings to bring for camp. last time dun even hav lorz. yuks. my seniors sux. den last time i dun rmb us having games lyk now...we so gd, organise the games for lower sec leh. last time wadeva da bian oso dun hav. sighhh. too gd liao =) juz hope e future generations continue wif this.
haha, ediweedi's phone got confiscated by kee. tsk tsk, caught for 'fiddling wif the phone' tt wasnt on. and he was juz putting it under e table. aiyoh, put oso muz got skill mahz. learn frm ur senior :P damn, im broke now...$19 for lotr. >_< >_< >_< >_< n i din even choose it. ortus council sux.

i want misty!!!!!!!!!! brock sux. misty is v funny, her pkmon oso. lyk psyduck. n togepi v cute. brock is lame. owaes attracted to girls only. so lame...and all his pkmon r boringgggggggggg. wad geodude, onix and crap. only vulpix is cool. bt its not even his!!!

present season of pokemon ending nxt wk. v upset tt no misty in future episodes. sianz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y no misty....i lyk misty...den the stupid brock is still with ash. yuck.

ortus council sux. repeat wif mi. ortus council sux. no organisation, no brains, no systematic way of doing things, no worth, no value, no use. organise one eota oso organise until liddat. wth. den go n find der onglp she oso not dere. mayb she went for b......st enl....ment. idiot. tml morn try to find again. so...wadeva. i opt for this, give mi sumthing else. its not as if i opted late. i opted on tt day selection began lorz. if liddat, opt for wad? dun opt lor. waste time.
recently tryin to build another deck n improve on my existing decks at e same time. actually wanted to build gardevoir deck but tts an archtype deck right now. and im supposed to be playing against two of such decks now, so wads e pt of adding one more same one to e arsenal. so i shall try to build another psychic deck. most prob alakazam. hopefully can beat the other two. hah. bt nid more cards. means money. argh. guess i hav to make most out of wads available. aniwae, not tt anione reading my blog(if dere is anione) wud understand wad im rambling abt. owell. sumtimes i wish there were more pkmon players. or i knew ex-pkmon players earlier. last time my class ish so der boring. and leeks today say want to hav a 'chit-chat' session wif mi tml. eeyer. dunno wad he gonna tok abt. so wierd...
ttfn!

todae, rather, now, damn sleepy. whole day lyk this. lucky kept chewing polo mints to keep awake. double ss really sux...bt at least my ss picking up i tink...so gettin sum form of encouragement. took a glance n saw abt 1/6 of e class dozing...bt of coz tanjl always try to close 1 eye. same as vivien sim, but tanjl teach betta. so much. vivien sim owaes slack, even go SIM to eat during lessons. wth. gd luck to her classes man. hmm...chualc teach such a dumbo lyk ediweedi for 4 lessons durin sabbaticals oso can make him learn more den wad he learnt frm leowry in 1 1/2 yrs...looks lyk she(chualc of coz) didnt get most outstanding chem tchr or sumthing of national lv for nth...haha. recently writing my blogs in class den reach home transfer...not bad idea, wun fall aslp tt easily dis way. haiz, y recently so heng...last time eng file get selected randomly 4 checking, todae is chinese file. wa lao, den only thos selected few hav to arrange. so jian. hmmm...may is ending, june is coming, (my birthday month =)) O lvs coming, prelimns coming, common tests coming...n i still dunno wad mrp's abt, other den wad it stands for. stupid juniors dun wan tell mi. anyway, dey shud give small break during double periods...if not so darn sianz. esp when its boring humanities. nth much more...ttfn

my life sux. i cant stand it nemore. well, almost. luckily, i find relief in my frens. being at home really makes mi sick. noone noes wad im goin thru. i cant tell my frens. other than the occasional listening ear tt huang meow yin lends. but at least i can tell tt shes concerned. not lyk sum tchrs who asks n listens juz bcoz they're supposed to, its part of the salary package. mebbe its bcoz she has ex students who share my exp. oh well. as i said, luckily i hav my frens, albeit them (mayb) not noeing wads happening. sigh. anyway, im gonna use my photographic memory n superb translation skills to share wif u e piece of chinese compre i read abt. its v meaningful.

frenship is a kind of special bond u share wif a person...its so unique tt it cannot be passed on, traded, transferred...wadeva. the tree of frenship only bears one fruit. fruit of trust. and its left only for the two frens to savour. others try to eat, maybe sour until teeth spoil.(literal translation here) it take a lot of time to nurture the tree so tt it grows big n healthy. and its up to e 2 frens to do e job. frenship oso has an insatiable appetite. no matter how much n wad u feed it, it will still want more. sum ppl feed it wif money. sum, hard work. sum use blood. sumtimes, despite how much u feed n nurture it, frenship still has to b handled wif care. despite how strong it is, its brittle. any small absent-minded comment could cause the whole tree to collapse. even if it doesnt, it'll burn a hole in the tree. gradually, tts e end. how sad...but muz continue to work hard, settle any misunderstandings and invest trust in ur fren. in this ri4 xin1 yüe4 yi4 world where everyting is new-is-gd, frenship is e only ting where the older, more precious. so, treasure ur frenship. frenship is lyk love, juz tt love is b/w boy n girl. (of coz...*eh-hem*) but beware, dere r ppl who make frens on the basis of gain-loss principle. dey hav sumthing to gain frm u, dey come closer. v close. real close. stuck on u.(hey! i missed tt movie) nth to gain or gain finish, eeyer, go away manz. so...take care. often, we r hurt many times, juz lyk in a relationship. of coz, we learn frm our mistakes n each time, our eyes become brighter. but despite everything, frenship is the most wonderful thing anyone can possess, nxt to love. (and money. haha.)

well, tts e end. i tried my best to rmb wadeva i cud. dammit. todae my mom ask mi go tuition other ppl during sch hols. WTH~~! i mean, pri sch kids r cute. MOSTly. of coz now kids gettin more n more horrible. but den i v scared. i mean, theres a kind of resposibility attached to it. u hav to make sure the kiddo's results improve. or else. its diff frm when u teach sumone voluntarily. anyway. deres still my psychological barrier of shyness. sigh. sumtimes i wish there wasnt one, or i could overcome it more easily. but i cant. owell. ttfn.

and now...to continue wif e camp. so tt SUM ppl dun despise chiangmai camp ;) seriously, i tink most fun part is the night market n the free time (in hotel, specifically) haha. i'll go on wif schedule 1st. so 4th day we go night market for 2hrs(tt IS a short time, mind u) den i bought so many tings which i will tok abt l8r. den 5th day go eat buffet again(wads new) and go elephant park. den we sit on buffalo cart. i sat wif qiyuan behind n yz and xm in front of us. den we enjoyed the refreshing scent of buffalo dung. really perked us up. den other grp(the whole chiangmai grp was halved) sat elephant. den we reached sum village n switched. i bet the village was built to let ppl see n buy icecream only lorz. quite artificial. den we sat elephant butt, this time i wif qiyuan only. coz 2by2 mah. den when we crossing river for abt 5min or less, our elephant poop 4 times. i counted the splashes in e water. den we watch sum elephant show where the elephant's football skills better den david beckham. no offence to anyone. in particular. den we go sum lame shopping centre. muz be too much time to spend. too much time oso shud let us go hotel play mah. anyway. there e tings much cheaper den s'pore lor(durrrrrrrrrh) i mean those tt night market dun hav. den we go back hotel to play. we play 4 so long...dunno how many hrs. v shuang. den got aircon summore...haha. den we gathered in xiuming's rm (mi, yuzhong, qiyuan, zebra n seng kiak) and played cards...den 1st nite they played 3 on 3...crazy. i dun really lyk anything more than 2on2. take too long. den pkmon die v suddenly coz gangbang. which is unfair. den 2nd nite we played 1on1, winner play wif winner kind. den yz overall winner. coz xm beat mi wif a 12-energy-attached-eggxecutor. beat tt. even 150hp oso nid 8/12 which is 2/3 chance of one hit ko lorz. wth. shud not hav let him stalled so long. not tt anyone reading my blog wud understand wad im rambling on at this part. anyway. i bought one blue getidea slingbag, one blue ripcurl tshirt(sorry lar, my fav color blue mah), 3 white base souvenir tshirts(tts e term i came up wif), 2 scribble-ur-name-keychains for ediweedi n yihan(no comments taman negara pig :P), 3 cushion covers and one jewellery box(i think) which i wanted to giv my granma(not after my parents think it looked more lyk a coffin box. waste my money.), and...TT'S all? oya. how cud i 4get. man u beckham jersey. come to tink of it, shud hav bought one more for pjr. pang jing ren. no christian name one. haha. who cares. (sorry) thot u happily playin cards wif vincent tan and the other tan den quite happi aleli. no enuff money aniwae. shud hav brought more. buy more stuff. i lyk saving up long long time den go out buy many tings. haha, i quite sick, lookin at my current financial situation. but of coz my expenditure each trip not more than 20 bucks. unless special times lyk b4 camp or wad. and i go maybe once every 2 or 3 mths. hah. luff leh. anyway. the bag+ripcurl for myself(bag at 500baht=24bucks=idunnocheaporex)(ripcurl is...a ripoff. not in s'pore but in thai. i buy 240baht=12bucks but got pple but 180baht=9bucks. argh), 3 WBST for my father(haha, our grp of 6 got for cheapest i tink...70baht each=abt 3.50bucks), pri sch fren n yihan. den SUNK(keychain) for edward, yihan. eh, say b4 liao. den cushion cover for my mom(realise v EX!!!!!!!!!! 300baht=15 bucks. =5 bucks one. bet i cud get cheaper at ikea. ARGH) den jersey bought for 220baht.(do ur own math. i dunno whether cheap or ex. obviously im not into soccer or jerseys.)
ah well. tts over.
den todae went to buy sum stuff. threw away 3 pairs of socks(coz i brought old ones dere mah) so bought 3 new ones at giordano. 2 quarter one ankle. yea. luff. im mr goody-two-shoes but tt doesnt mean i cant wear ankle socks rite. but den bit worried abt whether j lim will make noise. so i ask cahsiergirl ankle socks how long. regretted it e moment i asked coz realised its dumb qn. until ankles DURH. den she say until here and pointed somewhere on her heel den she say not sure coz she wear other brand. n she giggled. dumb n dumber. den mi, tt is. den i ask can exchng? den she say yes den say wear one side, dun try on e other side for hygiene purposes. (durrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) den i nodded. den she ask mi, for sch? i say yah. den she say, "sch cannot wear ankle socks wor!" den i say my sch can, but not too short. realised another stupid ans. owell. den she giggled. again. den i bought a new set of earphones at best denki. the one wif the stupid boi pop out of nowhere during advertisement. den went for haircut. at QB hse as usual. dun ask where if u dunno. den hairstylist ask cut wad style. i say cut short can le. den she ask v.v.v.v.v short or normal short length. i hesitated b4 saying norm. wanted to try v.v.v.v.v.v.v short but scared too biao xin li yi den ppl luff. i dunno how i'd look aniway. dun wan become edmund...haha. now regret, shud hav been more daring. :P luff luff lor, i dun really care abt other ppls mockings. but i v sensitive towards wad others tink of mi. as in personality and stuff. VERY. owell. so i v scared misunderstandings. den todae tuition did a compre tt i found to b v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v meaningful. abt frenship one. so dun bother if u dun hav any frens or hav artificial frens. i despise the latter. as in u r e artificial one. if u r being artificial-ed(my own word) den i pity u. esp if u r in e dark. lyk mi sumtimes. sumtimes. a few times. rarely. okok, none. den im gonna share this passage wif everyone. tml. coz im tired. and beat. lyk wad happened to charizard aft facing off blaziken todae. okok, i stop. ttfn!(=O longest post?)

weeeeeeeeeee...back frm camp! so darn tired now. slept for 0.25 hrs yesterdae. haha, slept at 6.15am, woke at 6.30am for morning call. was playing cards e whole nite lorz. so shuang. budden play cards wif zebra will vomit blard. everytime his turn den he will ask: 'whose turn?' den so funny...one moment i get niaoed for playing pkmon cards, den e nxt moment i c 6 ppl playing pkmon cards agst each other. haha. the thot of it is still v funny. kk, now brief summary of camp.
1st day, go hotel, eat dunno wad khantoke dinner(buffet style), watch tribal grp performances, go back n play cards. slept at 3am i tink. den wake at 6am.
2nd day. go arnd seeing temples n stuff. jewellery, handicrafts, typical tourist things. so sianz. den sit bus for 3 hrs to resort. sit until butt pain. den so hot summore, darn it. dunno how taman ppl survive 4 10 hrs. but theirs not so hot, maybe can. den reach resort den so sick. all the yucky creepy crawlies. i hate insects. and bugs. except ants. those tiny-tiny-one-finger-squash-den-die-den-u-dun-even-feel-it-kind. den go some stupid assault course. pass balance beam and everything except for monkey bar. argh. den drop into water. but of coz i so pro, one nite shoes dry liaoz. quite clean summore. haha. bhb.
3rd day. sian!!!!!!!!!!!! stereotypical camp. did team challenge and CIP first. team challenge quite fun actually. esp 'holy tube' where theres this giant hollow pole thingy den its so tall den filled with holes all over it den u drop a pingpong ball inside den within sum time ur supposed to get it out by filling the huge tube wif water while other teammates use palms to cover holes so tt water wun flow out. durrrrrh. den first attempt. we filled up, stretch out hand to take ball, stupid instructor stand beside n say 'ok! well done' den some stupider idiot release the cover den eeryone release. den all the water flow out. yay. den 2nd attempt, teammate touched th pingpong ball, den got dumb frog jump out, ppl thot is pingpongball. u noe e rest. den CIP paint sch wall. shud be called watercolour, paint so dilute. den v sianz, nth much happen.
4th day. trek. YUCK!!!!!!!! so much cow dung n stuff. luckily i nv step on any. tink one of us stepped on a pile of fresh one. haha yucks. den sit coach back to hotel. den slack at hotel. den go eat dinner. den go nite market. den i continue tml coz im so tired. last two days slept a total of 4.25 hrs. ttfn!

hi! im leavin in...a few hrs time! cant really say im feeling excited...oso dunno y. maybe coz i tink i ain't really goin to lyk all the activities dere...anyway, friday was such a mess. the contact list got so many errors >_< tt had to do a new one. im quite lookin forward to e library camp tho. *grins* be careful ediweedi... den im in charge of treasure hunt for e rest of librarians n 'taboo' game in e intersch activity. already sent out invitations, juz hope they accept...not asking much, 2 schs can le. AND im gonna tink of sum way to worm out of havin to make sum welcome speech of anything of tt sort. maybe all push to jason :P aft all, i didnt attend the course on "oral presentation" or wat-not n he did. andrew too. future chairman, maybe can use tt as an excuse. elections r coming, i hope tt the committee i hav in mind will b elected, tho not e best combi i tink. oh well, since even i got thru, i tink they'll do fine.
yesterdae went shopping at causeway point, went giordano and bought stuff. surprisingly, saw SHE de mei li xin shi jie album at cd rama. thot for such a band the shopkeeper wud noe better den to import too many =) haha, no la. maybe bcoz they so popular, hav to import more, juz like wilber =) he got best newcomer award wor. SHE oso won sumthing but 4got wad. maybe best lesbian grp award. =x oops, 4get got kiddos readin this. i've packed and am all geared up for camp, (i think) juz wished cud pack lesser. NZ ppl sure pack v lil coz they goin to stay with natives, can dun wear clothes. XD i noe lar. not funny. aniwae, rmb to tune in news tonite n see got singapore to thai plane crash not :P *touch wood*
well, a bit sianz coz cant sms or wadeva. not tt cannot, but one sms at least 2 bucks i tink. siaoz. if its 10,000 letters sms i may consider. wonder if frm s'pore send to thai nid tt much oso? if no nid den gd :P sianz, yesterdae go stupid sports dae den miz pkmon. arghZ. sports dae sux. anyway, ttfn!

yay. these are some movies i plan to watch during june hols:




yupz, great movies i expect...

dammit. got so low for physics test...lucky first two test earlier on managed to salvage...anyways. sumtimes, when i look at my juniors, i feel like, "if only i could be in sec 1/2 again!" haha. always seem so carefree, innocent...etc. (tho i doubt many of them are really THAT innnocent). sighz. but life has to go on, so hav to graduate soon. haha, so soon. 6mths. my bdae not even here yet =) hmm. come to think of it, gemini is arriving soon. haha, i so lame. chan soo sen sux. hope he get switched away soon. sianz, tml 3 period assembly again. den hav to go for camp briefing. den see anglc. den hear him say wadeva hes supposed to say in one hr, in 1/2hr. den he shout. den we scared. den we shaddup. den he finish. den we go chem prac. den i sit beside guo wei. den i copy his QA. haha, not so bad larz. they shud get chua lai cheng to teach leow's classes lor. den they realise how much they've been missing. rather, how much leow has been missing. haha. i so bad. maybe she shud retire soon and enjoy her golden age yrs....wadeva u call it. ttfn.

.news.

wth...stupid MOE refuses to budge!!! let principal resign! wa lao. 'MOE acted to preserve authority of school leaders' really lorz. if sch leaders hav any authority to preserve, this wud not b happening. seriously, moe shud re-think its rules. i mean, its a paperback! repeat it wif mi. P.A.P.E.R.B.A.C.K. yes. soft cover. no hard. soft. paper. no pain. u noe. unless girls really, really cant stand the blow of a paperback on their heads. (no offence. u noe its not true, so the principal shudnt be allowed to resign. so im right =D) anyway. the girl-in-question oso v defiant. broke rules 21 times!!! TWENTY-ONE! NOT ONE! any pc of rubbish oso will get angry wif her lar, including l_owry and v_ncent_an. so, moe shud rethink its rules. if the principal really wan to leave, no choice lar. but then moe nv even ask den refuse to let principal hav any chance of coming back. yes lar, principal still got job, but different place leh. its lyk changing frm waterpolo to library!!! yah. elite ep3 to elite ep3. =) (sorry, got carried away...) regardless of anything, the principal still will b unhappy one lorz. stupid chan soo sen(zeng1 shi4 sheng1)(minister of state for education) talking tt time damn guai lan...say 3 wrds pause, say 4 wrds pause. den always tok crap...lyk ediweedi liddat =) ttfn...

i 4got to add, my parents always try to make mi slp at 9 o' clock !@#$%^&*

My parents are...

a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, a pain in e butt, and i mean a pain in e butt. trust mi. go on a 5 day trip oso muz keep worrying abt it. always treat me lyk some small kid. hate it. tell them not to worry so much, no pt, they say 'u tink we wan to worry'. obviously YES. argh. at the most got riot juz get up n run lorz. as if i cant run XD den keep saying 'if i noe dun let u go.' hmph! dun go dun go lar. go one trip oso muz lyk tt. i'd rather not go. grr. i nv even complain abt wad they have put mi thru..luckily my endurance is high enuff too, jokes aside. but i will nv hav ani suicidal thots. its really dumb and silly n stupid. ur ending ur life juz coz of sum 'downs' tt u hav met in such a short course of life. there's much more to life, its a pity to end it liddat. moreover, how wud ur *skips parents* frens, juniors, seniors(dun hav any rite now, heh. at least not tt got keep in touch. muz make sure i dun repeat this myself =D) and tchrs, etc, etc. feel? so, i tink suicide is a joke. its a crime aniwae. if u wan to end ur life, u r not no position to as it shud be *ugh, struggles to say* ur....parents who end ur life. as they r e ones who hav given u life. lol, wad m i crapping abt. nvm, so long nv post supadupa long blog le.
juz ignore wadeva is up there. aniway. IP really so bz mehz?? everytime c eddieweedi online den mostly put busy =P maybe hes juz hardworking lyk mi XD j/k. today so pro, suddenly wander to sec 4 blk. said he wanted to see pang jing ren of 4k too. lol. mebbe nxt time...ttfn!

s.h.e so cute XD play table tennis, fry egg, etc. etc. all so lan. haha. the 3 guys who performed all so lame, other than maybe 1st one. can tell hebe not v appreciative, haha, cant blame her. =x
wan to play cold war, fine...i sure win one. muhahaha...